I hope you are treated with a little dignity in the future after posting up your hard-earned dough, so that the masses can be entertained. I'm sure there are some railbirds, like myself, who appreciate your efforts.
It leaves a sick feeling in one's stomach when you pour your heart and soul into an endeavor only to be kicked in the teeth down the road. Some folks in the pool world have selective memories.
When you're winning, everybody is your friend, as long as you offer an opportunity for others make money; thereafter, though, you end up the doormat and the butt of jokes, sometimes by the very ones you've helped in the past.
Bottom line -- and I'm sure you know this -- don't ever forget who you are. I wish you much future success and opportunities to capitalize on *your* assets.