masonh said:
JACKPOT, i have stated more than 10 times in this thread thats all i want. I do not want a LIE , (in my best jack nicholson voice) "i want the truth"
Thats all i ever wanted and i hope i still get it!! I am easy to please , just tell me what happened and why and i would ok with that. But whati kept getting was the pms i showed you guys, "it will be ready , unrushed by the end of May" " i will have it done by January" <<<<<<< this is the S$$T that is unacceptable!!
if that will satisfy you, and that is all you want; well sir:
you deserve the "thanks and respect of us all".
and that includes; (my special friend-) ericdraven, also noillusions, roadkill, irish and others.
and kevin, you know me, and "i ask you, PLEASE" to:
1.) take care of your beloved family and yourself too! come completely clean. i know it is hard to do, but nothing is as hard as jcin's post about the story of: "LONE SURVIVOR"!! (i hope you saw that post). (i will send you a copy - i don't know your address, but i will send it to ron for you)
2.) go to ron's house and tell him to forgive me (if he can). i "believe" i did the right thing for both you and cincy, i hurt him and the others defenders - that just were blindly defending you, to me it was not the 'right thing' to do.
"YOU" MUST SPEAK FOR YOURSELF! YOU MUST SPEAK THE TRUTH, the Whole Truth (i am not shouting - just being imperative). as ribdoner says: "THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE".
and to your supporters: i believe you want to help him, but maybe you can help him best by giving him strength - not by blindly condemning others; but by helping truly helping him by supporting him coming clean with everybody here.
you make me remember the saying:
if you give a man a fish, you feed him for a day!
if you teach a man to fish, you feed him for a LIFETIME!!
please help him feed his family for a life time by "correcting" him.
i was permanently banned from AzB, but do you know, you "ALL" taught me to "keep myself here" by "Teaching me for a Lifetime. i am trying to do that now (thanks rocket!!)
we have a wonderful forum here. lets not lose the fact that 99.999 percent of us here are 'nice people' who love pool and we each can find wonderful friends here!
yes, there are a few crazy people, but not many compared to all the members.
let's not get each other banned and hurt, and certainly NOT DESTROYED.
kevin PLEASE fix all of this! only you can!! cincy and others deserve it from you. so does you beautiful wife and boy.
Mr. Wilson, i just want to say thanks that you were here to read through all of everything about me (and Mike too) and "unban me". i hope we can all live together and if all can be well for all of us, maybe those banned now can also 'remain whole' and be unbanned soon.
thanks for reading my post,
smokey