Enzo, this obviously is not turning out like you wanted. You stepped in a big pile of donkey doo-doo, and, by your previous posts, I would say right about now you are totally embarrassed about how you handled the situation, and right now just want to run and hide.
Hey, we've all been there. It sucks when it happens, but it eventually happens to most of us. The best thing to do, is just suck it up, realize that most don't look at our mistakes as who we really are, and not care about those that are that shallow.
You now know that knocking the instructors on here is not the wisest route to take. Accept it, and continue to move on. In less time than you realize, most people will forget about it. Just try and make enough good posts that the bad ones don't matter so much in the overall scheme of things.
The irony would be if Wilson punishes you for your statement by NOT barring you and deleting all your posts! If I were you, I would delete this thread,
or at least what you can of it.