I'm a competitor, period. I don't care if it's flying kites, I want to be good at it. I guess I've invested so much time into pool, and it has given me so many highs and lows (perfect sign for a type "A" personality, I'm also in commission sales) I enjoy the highs. I don't have the dedication or time, or even the gift to be a top level player. I do, however, have a desire and gift enough to reach a certain level. The key is to know that "level." And,.....be truthful about it to yourself. If your not truthful to yourself, you go broke. I've had my share of overrating myself. It's rare, but we've all done it. To me, the action is addictive. The comradery, the ability to throw out some balls in any town across America and get noticed as a possible threat. Good feeling. I'd have to say it's a high. Doesn't do much for your action, but still a good feeling to walk into a poolroom two hours from home and be recognized by someone you have absolutely no idea who they are. I know my place in the pool world.
And I enjoy it. And those that really know me, know this. If I've been into your poolroom, you've liked me or more than not hated me or wanted a shot at me (this is an edge for action for you morons that think I'm just making enemies for no reason), but you'll know I've been in the building.
Awesome post.