Jamison,
We're not really poking fun of you. We're in a different culture, that's all.
SpiderWebCom has been in some kind of a zone lately where every one of his posts for the last week or so have been some of the best ever written here. If he was a baseball player, he'd be batting around .800 or so. And I'll vouch for Easy-E as well. He is a super great guy with loads of heart & courage. But if everybody here is saying the same thing, maybe there's some truth in what's being said.
I'm 20 years older than you. That doesn't make me smarter or better, but I have experienced a lot more. I very seriously doubt if anyone on all of AZB has been in as many fights as me. (Well, maybe JohhnnyT), but besides being a former boxer, I loved street fighting even better. No rules. Plus, in my job alone, I've probably had at least 648 fights. (27+ years on the job = 324 months @ at least 2 fights per month (conservatively) =approx 648 fights just at work alone!) 39 as an amateur boxer, plus the roughly 150 or so street fights = about 830 or so fights.
All a big waste!
Now, just like SpiderWebCom said "You need thick skin." Fighting nowadays means you risk getting sued by attorney's. All for what? I've settled inside a long time ago. I have no urge to fight at all anymore, all fought out. When I do HAVE to fight, something inside just clicks and then when its over, it's over. I don't get all suped up anymore. If I had my way, nobody would ever fight anyone ever again unless it was in the ring or octagan as sport.
I'm a Christian since 1983. I still boxed after that, and had to fight at work. But I stopped hurting people for the fun of it when my heart changed. So, I do know about peace.
Peace is one of the greatest feelings anyone can ever have.
And peace to you, my friend.